A Painted Picture

oh wow! God what an amazing gift you gave me this morning talking with my friend, Lyn.
her pic you were painting in her mind as i talked about the cancer and how i look at it was a gift to me she will never know just how much it meant to me. aMaZing
i find myself not being able to express in words what i am feeling - the joy - the peace You are giving me and the Love feel in You - well - i can't express it. i think i will just enjoy it and live in "WONDER".

that is the new word for 2010 for me - You chose it - i'll learn to live it and begin to express it in my life. what a privilege. You chose me long ago. thank you for loving me.

i love her last color of yellow - and how she expressed as words were being spoken strokes were being put on the canvas in her mind.

Peace bc He Loves Me

thank you God for the amazing way you speak to me. I know you love me. BUT when you express it personally - well that is just iciing on the cake.

I am reading the book you led me to buy in Walmart. HE LOVES ME by Wayne Jacobsen.
thank you, thank you, thank you.

Your Love is more powerful than any fear that might try to come upon me, Lord.
My middle son's dream was so powerful, capture his heart Lord and bring him back to YOU.

A Hit Already Filtered

ok Lord that hit yesterday seemed pretty powerful. at least the punch felt like a KOA. But quickly i realized the enemy was coming through my son. You have to work it out and open our eyes to see and our ears to hear. I know what it seems like to him but You know his father and i would never do anything to intentionally hurt him.

i must admit it took a little longer for that arrow to be removed than most. You are faithful to your Word. i need to keep my shield up and all my armor on. Wonder how sleeping in that armor feels? i will trust in You no matter how it feels. Feelings can be deceiving.

Dear God

what do i do when i'm not sure this surgeon is the right one? i trust Y0u for all things.
i've laughed at how you've met my hubby right where his faith stops and have enlarged it.
i've laughed when working on a project you interjected i have a guardian angel and called him Mr. Bubbles. brought back many wonderful memories when my sons were young.

what are you doing with A & C's breakup? keep their eyes fixed on you not themselves.

and back to doctor's - i really, really want to know this is right for me. i'm not asking for any
signs. i just want a peace about it from You.

oh and thanks for my friend sending me the joy song and bubbling up. and her sharing about joy, about champagne bubbling up at a wedding - makes me think of Song of Solomon and we are the Bride of Christ. what a wedding feast with You one day!!!

i listened to our prophetic Word and hubby would have no part of it. change his heart and attitude Lord.

and i'm thankful you seem to making a way for son to live partially in R this semester. that would be another God wink through hubby.

i'm so thankful You loved me enough to send Your Son, Jesus, to bear all my sin and disease so i would be free to live for you.

Words We Heart Together

The month of August began like any other month - fast-paced and same-ole'-same-ole'. But not for long. A trip to the fire dept then to ER would lead down a road not traveled by me but by many others. It would be the beginning of getting acquainted with PINK. So now i knew why the Lord had directed me to begin this new blog in pink. Where am I going, Lord, it does not matter as long as I go with YOU.

Yesterday began with a surgeon's visit to see what he was thinking. I don't think he really cares much what i am thinking. A few scarcastic remarks set me not feeling 100% he is the doctor for me. We'll see. I would like the bedside manner to be pleasing too. Then headed to my naturopathic for advise. Had something similar to a massage on my electrical pulses. Very interesting.

So Lord i am directed back to Psalm 139 and how you formed me. You are a great God and greatly to be praised.

How do i represent YOU in all of this maze of decisions, Lord? Passion - i have a feeling i am going to begin to experience my passion, to live my passion more than ever.