dear God

i've been thinking about how much i enjoyed playing with all my artsy stuff today.
what do you think?

Happy New Year 2014 dear God

I've been thinking about my bearsy's coughing. hubby grew concerned and took him for a walk.  will call the vet tomorrow.
I've been thinking about my oldest son's walk with you and what he's going thru.

what do you think?

Goodbye 2013

dear God:)
i've been thinking about... what it would feel like to know that my tumor is no more. clean bill of health that would include weight loss.
what do you think?

If

i love you like i say i do why do i not spend more time with you?
i want to know your thoughts more why do i not read more of you?
i long to see you why do i not wait for you to come to me?
 or why do i not come to you?
i have grown cold, indifferent why is that? not bc of you; its me!
forgive me for being so distant and aloof. i know you love me!!

Healing

watching Tony Kemp on It's Supernatural. something stirred within me. And the Lord began to speak "i will tighten your belt, tighten, tigthen your belt." Do you know what the belt of God is? study to show yourself approved. i've not posted for so long. it feels good to be on my blog.

flowers

yesterday my hubby gifted me with a beautiful bouquet of flowers

and a wonderful card just to say "i love you." he's the greatest!

i have been decluttering my home.

i mean really decluttering.

this past week i cleaned out my dining room and living room

and rearranged them.

the most amazing thing - i was able to release two pieces of

furniture that belonged to my FIL. what a freeing moment.

New Song

yesterday my son gave me the most wonderful gift. He had written a new song and let me listen to it. He said he was thinking of me when he wrote it. I have not had a cleansing cry, major sobbing broke out while listening to him sing. Thank you God so much for this wonderful gift!