If

i love you like i say i do why do i not spend more time with you?
i want to know your thoughts more why do i not read more of you?
i long to see you why do i not wait for you to come to me?
 or why do i not come to you?
i have grown cold, indifferent why is that? not bc of you; its me!
forgive me for being so distant and aloof. i know you love me!!

Healing

watching Tony Kemp on It's Supernatural. something stirred within me. And the Lord began to speak "i will tighten your belt, tighten, tigthen your belt." Do you know what the belt of God is? study to show yourself approved. i've not posted for so long. it feels good to be on my blog.

flowers

yesterday my hubby gifted me with a beautiful bouquet of flowers

and a wonderful card just to say "i love you." he's the greatest!

i have been decluttering my home.

i mean really decluttering.

this past week i cleaned out my dining room and living room

and rearranged them.

the most amazing thing - i was able to release two pieces of

furniture that belonged to my FIL. what a freeing moment.

New Song

yesterday my son gave me the most wonderful gift. He had written a new song and let me listen to it. He said he was thinking of me when he wrote it. I have not had a cleansing cry, major sobbing broke out while listening to him sing. Thank you God so much for this wonderful gift!

Is There Room

i wonder do you have more room for me? to live in the moment and trust for now. is that possible? can i keep my eyes on thee? will i stand when having done all else, will i continue to stand? what a joy to shed the tears in prayer this morning as a friend prayed for us. CmE.

tears of joy

words can not express

what's best left unsaid

liquid prayers to You

i give this day. my best!

Memorize Scripture

Beginning with Psalm 1 - Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly.... nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of scorners.

ok Lord i need you to improve my mind, renew my mind, creat a right spirit within me.

Mtn Prayer

today i've decided to fast and seek God's face, meditate on His Word and hide it in my heart that i might not sin against Him.

Wonder, glory, majesty - Words, no more than words, but life themselves. I'm beginning to realize the pulse, the breath, the depth of life Words carry.

To know You as "The Word Of God". oh Lord teach me! Your daughter desires to know you.

I remembered my friend calling me the next day after her vivid picture of a canvas being splashed with color and telling me she knew it was God's glory. That was what she was seeing - God's glory.